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keputusan ini awalnya mungkin hanya emosi sesaat..tapi lama kelamaan menjadi sebuah keinginan yg amat sangat.
entahlah…
perbedaan-perbedaan kecil itu lama kelaman memang menghadirkan sebuah solusi, dengan kesabaran diantara kita utk tidak saling menang sendiri akhirnya..Allah memberikan solusi 
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